Still hurting

It still takes me by shock when I start to cry. I see a picture, hear a song, a movie comes on...I am trying to hard not to hurt anymore and you seem to feel nothing. You've replaced me with her. I was trying to replace you with my long walks and fitness, but this week I haven't been able to escape to that. And yet still it hurts. I hurt. My heart hurts. I cry at random times driving and stop. I watch a romantic movie and they kiss, I cry. Kesha's "Your Love is My Drug" pops up on my iPod, I have to change it before I start to cry. I want to stop crying. I want to stop hurting. I didn't ask for this. I didn't ask for this pain and I don't want it anymore.